slacking at com lab now. using com to see-see ppl's blogs. hehe. trumpet blog is now established again! created by SELINA RO! will link soon! watching a stupid video now.. damn stupid! haha. im very HIGH today. hope will last through. didn have a WONDERFUL weekend. wont elaborate. hais. say already spoil my mood
♥ 17:32
today was also a rather depressing day. but, in the end, somethings changed for the better. i went to school, had my lessons as usual, had a POA test(wondering if i failed?), had a demoralizing English lesson. i dont wish to talk about it. after that, had our SS class. xiao yi told me and nunu lots of wonderful real life love stories between her and her boyfriend. after that, got back my test paper for maths(just failed). was dismissed after that. went down to canteen together with YY. ate my lunch and saw selina. went up to band room and started practicing pomp and march together. was conducted by marcus(tutor), and went down for speech day rehearsal. was okok. after that went back to band room to wait for teacher to cue us down to the hall. tingwei, im glad i could help you. played some old songs like christmas festival, pirates of the carribean, and soldier song. all are quite my favorite songs. after that went to the hall for another rehearsal, and went down to the canteen to have pizza(teachers' treat. celebrate for syf. hais). then packed up, and went to amk hub with selina. talked lots, and my bus came. byed selina and went home. fiona, thx for lending me your ears.
♥ 08:22
today was the actual day of SYF competition performance. it started in the morning. woke up at 0300am in the morning, took a cab and fetched selina on the way. went to mac to meet chanel. had our breakfast and reached school at 0515am. went to the toilet, pinned up our hair, changed into full uniform and went back to the band room. mrchiang came and we started practising at 0545am. we had a great runthrough of both pieces. mrchiang left for maris stella at 0800am. we then took a bus to SCH and reached by 0910am. went into the tuning room and ranthrough the both pieces again. mrchiang and the tutors complimented us and said that the sound was FANTASTIC. we then went out and lined up outside the big double doors that led to the stage. waited there for abt 15mins. we spent the time wisely by singing our parts out together as a band. then, the doors opened, and we entered the hall. sat in our assigned places, adjusted our stands and kept blowing hot air into our instruments to keep our instruments warm. we started with a 1-3-5 tonic triad. after that, we started on our pieces. we played all our feelings and expressions, and played the best that we could. we felt that we would get a gold. many other audiences thought so too. after our performance, we left the hall and once i stepped out of the hall, my tears started to flow down my cheeks. selina, yiting, and i were crying our hearts out. thinking that this will be the last time we will be performing these two pieces made my heart ache. chanel started to cry as well, and that got me crying again. after we all calmed down, the whole band went back to the hall to hear the other bands perform. maris stella performed very well, and lots of people expected them to get goldwithhonours. after a short intermission, the results were out. chongboon got silver, and maris got gold. me and selina were not happy with our results. i started crying again, because we had really done our best and put in a lot of effort. some of the maris students were not happy because their standard used to be a goldwithhonours band. they aimed for goldwithhonours, and worked hard towards that goal, like chongboon band did as well. we then took the bus back to school. selina and i were both very emo and sad. we went up to the band room sat down for announcements and debriefing. all the teachers said that we all worked very hard and did our very best, and that they were very proud of us. ms tan said that no matter what results we got, in her heart, we will always be a gold band. as the sec 4s were leaving, the new sec 3 excutive commitee and section leaders were announced. i was made secretary, an exucutive commitee, i was also made SL(section leader). all these postings are only on probation. nothing has been confirmed, and changes might be made. went to eat lunch with selina and wanqing, and went home very depressed. but overall, im glad we didnt let mrchiang down.
♥ 06:57
3days left til actual SYF competition performance! CHIONG AH! we can do it! everybody has been working really hard for the past few months. many relationships bonded during this period of time. for me, many things happened during this period of time. i really bonded alot with selinaRO and chanelNG. during this period of time, friends were lost as well. juniors should know when to have fun, and when to be serious. showing attitude will only make things worse. whats more, you are the one who did wrong! the three of us dont regret what we are doing to you now. cause and effect. the reason for what is happening now, is the consequences for what you have done in the past. it is too late for you to apologise now. we just hope that you will wake up and start working on your music. you are the weakest one in the section, and the band will appreciate it if you start working hard and not pull the band down together with you. you claim you love music, and you act like you know all about it. but the truth is, you know nothing.
♥ 05:57
